I miss my Papa.
My Stepdad died tuesday. He was 50 and otherwise healthy. I may of been annoyed with him SO so many times, but I did love him. Did I tell him enough? Loe has known him her entire life. I stayed at my Moms house for a week. I stayed in his chair for 3 days. I needed to tell him more things. I needed to tell him what he meant to me. I needed to call him Dad so he knew that even though sometimes I got annoyed and irritated I did consider him my Dad. I feel guilty for that, but I cant help it. I need to have my ally in the war against my Mom/brother back. I want to watch football and tell him how much I love Brantley just to hear him complain how terrible he is. I need to watch the crazy weird tv shows like Moonshine & Black Gold.
I need my Dad back.
My Stepdad died tuesday. He was 50 and otherwise healthy. I may of been annoyed with him SO so many times, but I did love him. Did I tell him enough? Loe has known him her entire life. I stayed at my Moms house for a week. I stayed in his chair for 3 days. I needed to tell him more things. I needed to tell him what he meant to me. I needed to call him Dad so he knew that even though sometimes I got annoyed and irritated I did consider him my Dad. I feel guilty for that, but I cant help it. I need to have my ally in the war against my Mom/brother back. I want to watch football and tell him how much I love Brantley just to hear him complain how terrible he is. I need to watch the crazy weird tv shows like Moonshine & Black Gold.
I need my Dad back.
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