Tuesday, November 29, 2011

My dream

I have this recurring dream where I am with this guy and we are trying to meet back up.  We are split up in a a house that is split by a pool in a deck/patio pool that i guess maybe the half I am in is the main house and the part he is in is a completely different house.  ANY way.

For some odd reason I am scared deeply of something in my part of the house (and last night it was some creepy girl I finally caught a sight of) and I creep past the pool part to get to the loooooong board walk that goes over trees and water and connects to his part, yet I never make it because for many multiple reasons I find myself back in my house part.

I've seen the guy before.  He's made it to the pool and I was right inside the door but it wouldn't open but we could talk to each other.  I don't remember the specifics of his face when I wake though.
I also find real life events makings its way into newer versions of this dream.  I've written it down so many times I can see the paths it taken its scary.  This is the first time today o have seen the full little girl (i've seen her leg and hair in passing, and me running from her) and my dog Bella made an appearance.

I hate this dream sometimes because it stays itching on my mind all day when I have it.  Like it will today.  Then I will go to sleep tonight hoping I will dream of it so that maybe I will reach him and find out why we are there.

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