Monday, May 13, 2013
Yesterday she was throwing up almost every half hour. She had nothing in her stomach.
Today she was lethargic sipping barely anything, eating nothing and had a high fever. When it got to 102.6 I was even more worried. I gave her ibuprofen and waited. When it still didn't go down and her thermometer broke we went to the pediatric emergency room..
Just heard from the doctor. In and out but she was great asking my mind and letting me know what happened and checked it and found the cause and eased out mind and made Chloe happy.
Tummy virus. Two words that suck but some times can be great
Thursday, April 4, 2013
It's been a year last February that I've lived here and not counting since December to now, I was watching H starting in early April. Now she won't even let the girls come over to play. S has both girls back in her custody. A week after E left my house the last time she was given back to S.
It sounds weird and maybe it is, but I helped that baby learn to crawl, to say momma, to eat, she was 5 months old when we first met but she was WAY behind. Couldn't roll over, hated tummy time, could barely hold her head up. I miss this girl. Is that wrong?
I would NEVER do anything insane don't get me wrong. But like yesterday I almost cried. I came back from dropping my girls off at school and when I got out H ran to my car (I looked at E Nd she was smiling so I think she let her run over) wanting me to play, then after E had gotten her H ran back trying to come with me again.
I guess I'm mourning the relationship we had. I hope S can get over whatever she has against me so I can babysit again. :(. Any advice?
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
I just keep going over and over what happened and what was said and wish I could turn it around. Then worry what's wrong with me that this happened. Then mad at myself for blaming me. Then I bundle all that up and stress over my kids. Ley lost a friend, Loe had two months of bad attitude at school; only now she is getting better.
My house is clean though. Which speaking of, I have to go do laundry while Ley is begging me to rub her back. Being an eleven year old is so rough. o.O
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Wow. It seems so much has happened since I last blogged-but-didn't-post. I finally cut ties with the neighbor who's child I was fostering. That's a whole other post though I can't get the feelings up right now.
I've had to change depression medicines. Not sure it's helping yet, but time will tell. I am currently in the middle of spring cleaning. I don't like cleaning but when I do clean its everything. My living room currently has 6 big huge Tupperware boxes filled with the kids toys some separated, some to be separated and others to be donated. I have already gotten 6 bags of clothing ready to donate. I can't believe we have all this stuff. And I'm not even to my room yet :D
So for now I'm going to finish off this glass of wine and watch the avengers and try to go to sleep (even though this will upload in the morning when my internetz is turned back on). I'm sorry I'm a crappy blogger right now. My resolution is to get better ( and stop relying on apple auto re-spelling my words) at this and a few others which I am actively working on too!
In the morning then.